Many of you may not know, but I am bigendered. I have two personalities, one a male and one a female. Of course I am female body-wise, but with bigenderism being a type of transgenderism, I often switch myself either on purpose or naturally to my male counterpart (whom which I call Caine instead of Court/Courtney). Today it's been switching back and forth, back and forth. Over and over again. Probably because I'm having bad bipolar swings (I am also bipolar if you didn't know that) but my male side comes out in tough situations when I don't feel like I can handle whatever is happening very well. But today it's been so crazy that I'm getting a horrid headache. Pff. I mean, jesus, so much has happened lately. It's no wonder I'm trying to escape it.
Lots of sketches for the Brony Show Tumblr, Mogul Dash, and just art in general.
Doing fine. But tomorrow I see my psychiatrist again. I need to talk to him about what I feel like. I have issues reading emotions on others or laughing (and it's not depression). I don't usually find things funny and I'm so introverted that I can't hardly look people in the eyes. I hate being touched and since the accident, my mom constantly wants to hug me and I absolutely hate it and freak out each time, which only makes her upset. But I really don't like being touched. Beh. I don't know if it's just because I'm introverted or if I have something else up in my dysfunctional brain haha.
TRYING TO QUIT, GUYS. TRYING. God it's hard. xD;
On Tegan and Sara's New Album:
Do I even have to say how much I love it?
YOLO. LOL Just kidding. No. No YOLO. D< I may be working in Wyoming this coming summer so I have no idea if I will have internet access because I will be at Teton National Park. I am trying to get by, but there's a lot of stuff going on. If my art is even MORE slow than normal coming out, then I am sorry. Just trying to get everything straightened out in my life.
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Have a good one, everyone! I am not gonna sleep tonight. It's 3:15. I am just going to stay up and watch the sun rise up high.